31.8.09

So I went back to school today. I'm excited to finish and graduate in December! I can't believe I'm almost done with school completely!! (unless I get a Masters eventually?). But more than being excited, I'm sad.
I'm going to be away from Tula so much. I'm going to have about 29 hours of classtime alone, and then homework on top of that. So sad. At least I don't have to leave her with a nanny or babysitter (I think I'd die, or drop out). Chris is watching her and my mom is so nice to help out a day or two?
I was so sad today leaving her
(more so for me than for her). She's my little pal. Since I still nurse her, I've never been apart from her... and I like it that way. It's good for her to have time with others... although I must admit I'm sad.
It'll all be over in four months.
So long!
This experience will make me appreciate motherhood and every second I get to be with her!
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10 comments:

Melisa said...

Oh that is so hard!!! Hopefully those months go by SUPER fast!!! She is so dang cute!!!!

Prina Family said...

That is such a cute picture! Im sad for you but your right it is sooo good you dont have to put her in day care or something! Please let me know if you ever need me to help. Im serious, you better:) She would have so much fun playing with Kyler and I!

[Morgan] said...

it'll be so hard but so worth it too!
if you need a little extra help with tula, i'm right around the corner!

Lindsay said...

I feel ya... all I do during class is think about my little buddy too :(. Our kids will appreciate it! good luck girl!

Marie said...

Four months will seem like a life time for the next two weeks, then they will fly by and and it will be December and you'll be done and way happy. Good luck!

Kari Ann said...

Good luck! Aren't you glad you only have four more months left?

Nakita Ellis said...

I'm sorry you have to be apart from her so much! SAD! Thank goodness you are done after this semester and that Chris and your mama can watch her. Best of luck!!

Josh and Erin said...

Good for you finishing! the time will fly by. Also the pictures from Tahoe are so beautiful I think I need to go there someday soon. By the way I think Tula gets cuter and cuter every time you post new pictures!

Taylor Family said...

I feel your pain!!! I HATE leaving Pax. It will all be worth it in the end though, you'll be so glad to get your degree and be done with school! Hang in there!

Mauri said...

What a cute picture! Good luck at school. I'm sure it's hard to leave that darling face but just think, you're almost done & it'll be so worth it! Such a small amount of time compared to the endless days you'll have with her when you're done. :)